the nature of my heavy heart

dew soaked grass, just washed linens, rain dripping off a gutter, the puddle below rippling with each splash of water from above, minor key tonality, rythm, mud on the side of a dirt road durring monsoon season, a horses hooves rumbling over damp earth, grey across the sky from a rainbow, whispering and thunder this is the nature of my mood. my heart is heavy with the pains and the loves it knows and remembers and knows it doesn't know