it's coming around to midnight again. at 2am.
and i feel it.
as though i knew what life should be, tomorrow. and the day after.
as though i knew what the right decisions would be.
but sometimes you just have to take one.
and live it.
and then see that it was somehow right.
or not.
but i still say
it depends at least as much on how you do the decisions you make as the making itself.
today i made plans, and laid plans and hoped they were right.
and tried to still the whirring in my head about the future.
but it all came to nothing as midnight came to midnight and still midnight yet again. at two am.
